"Depression isn’t just being a bit sad. It’s feeling nothing. It’s not wanting to be alive anymore."
- J.K. Rowling (via esurient)
(Source: sometimes-life-is-hard, via gui1t)
To the girl that I can proudly call my best friend.
To the girl who is always there for me, to the girl that’s helped me through a lot, to the girl that means more to me then she knows, to the girl that goes day by day being unappreciated by everyone and that includes me. To the girl that I admire, because she has such a big heart and beautiful smile. You’re amazing, you somehow manage to always have a smile on your face, even when you’ve had a horrible day. You manage to put up with me and my bullshit for 4 months now. You reached out to me when no one else would, you helped save my life multiple times, you’re the reason I push through each and every day. You’re the first and only person to make a difference in my life. You mean more to me then you know. You’re beautiful inside and out, and everytime you call yourself ugly I just wanna cry. I seriously wish you could see yourself through my eyes because to me you are beautiful, you are all around amazing and I’d be nowhere without you.
I don’t say this to you enough Elana, but I am so thankful that you walked into my life when you did, because if you didn’t I don’t quite think I would be here. You manage to put up with me pushing you away all the time, you always seem to stick around, even when I tell you to just give up, you’re the first person to actually care about me. I love you, I care about you, I need you. I’d be nothing without you. My daily Elana talk helps get me through the day. I wish I could be what you are to me to you, I wish I could do more for you, but I can’t, I’m not capable of it just yet, but I promise one day I will be.
Elana, I hope you know that you deserve nothing but the best and you better not ever settle for less.
Sometimes you feel lonely, like you have no one right? Well I want you to know that you have me and you always will.
I can’t wait to see your shining face this Summer, and get the BEST hug ever, because that’s what you promised me.
Stay strong beautiful, keep your head up and know I’m always here for you.
ILOVEEEYOU!!
Love always
MarissaMaryEvans
